Pregnant but don't think I want it

[Chocolatteandbiscuits]

Sorry posted elsewhere but think in the wrong place

I'm freaking out! Im pregnant again by my DS dad. It's complicated between us, we were giving it ago again but I don't t think we can be together. My family hate him, he's been abusive to me before. Lied and cheated. I tried again for D'S. Stupidly we had sex and i forgot to take my pill. I thought I'd be ok. Now I'm pregnant and don't want the baby. I struggled so much with my D'S and my mental health isn't great. I know I wouldn't cope. But should I tell my D'S dad I'm Pregnant? I think he would make me keep it. If I didn't tell him and just had an abortion it might be easier.

Sorry this is a bit rambled I've only just found out I'm pregnant

[Chocolatteandbiscuits]

Also I've never had an abortion. What do I do? Go to the docs? Ring a clinic? I've got no one in RL I can discus this with

[JamieFrasersArse]

You don't have to tell him. Give BPAS or Marie Stopes a call and go from there. You won't necessarily need to be referred by a doctor but see what they say.

[Chocolatteandbiscuits]

Thanks I have BPAS a call and booked an appointment. I'm so scared. I don't know who's going to look after my DS

[JamieFrasersArse]

Is there family who can help you out? You might be able to take him along to your first appointment but not when you go and have the procedure.

[Chocolatteandbiscuits]

I've told 1 friend and she's offered to look after him in the waiting room for me. I'm not too sure if he's allowed in the waiting room though. I'll have to ask, he's only 15 months so doesn't understand yet

[JamieFrasersArse]

Good luck and take care OP.