I have two boys already and finally felt that I was getting my life back after the hard pre-school years. Our family is definitely complete. We had a lot of marital issues when the second was tiny.
I am 99% sure I am pregnant. 2 weeks late and boobs are agony and I feel sick. I'm terrified to test.
We have always said that we would only have two kids. I really really really don't want a third. When I think about going through with it I honestly can't see one pro.
But I feel utterly bereft about having an abortion, overall I would feel ashamed. I need to talk to DH about it tonight but a tiny part of me just wants to do it in secret so that no one would never know. I know that's ridiculous though. I can't tell a soul in real life apart from him. I am calling Marie Stopes this afternoon to try and get an appointment asap.
Not sure want I want anyone to say really but had to get this down and actually it's helped me realise that I really do want an abortion. I just want it to be over now. Every time I feel a tiny tinge I run to the toilet hoping to see blood. Not happening though.
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Callmejudith · 01/06/2017 12:53
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