I had a medical abortion a few days ago, which was physically straight forward. But I did not expect to feel such a wave of sadness. I do feel still that it was the right thing for our family at this time though so there is some relief I guess. But the sadness I did not expect. Its overwhelming.
I feel so sad that this was my best choice out a shit situation, sad that my mental health is such an issue (PND after both DC) and sad that money was such a big deciding factor as financially I don't think we'd have coped either.
Also the anxiety. I handed in a copy of the clinic letter to work to get pay sorted out. I wished I'd lied and called in sick with flu tbh. The thought of the big gossiping team I work in knowing about this fills me with horror. No one knows apart from DH and we live in a place where everyone knows everyone else's business and its very judgmental. I can't sleep with the worry of it.
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BlindAssassin1 · 23/03/2017 11:52
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