To keep this baby. I have a termination booked for December but by then I will be well in to my second trimester and I'm starting to have second thoughts, but I know I will struggle as I am already a single mum of 2 and am unemployed as Ive struggled to get back into work after my ex left (was a stay at home mum) So I face raising 3 children alone, relying on benefits and with my last DC I had such bad PND I tried to commit suicide on my DS's birthday (which will haunt me forever for ruining his big day) and I'm scared It'll happen again and I don't want to be that Mummy again. Also selfishly, I have just started rebuilding my life after my ex left me. But, I love my children and I would love this child so much, but is it enough? sorry if I am rambling, i can't sleep at all at the moment.
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My head is saying no but my heart is saying yes
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TheDramaLlama123 · 29/11/2016 21:03
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