I had a termination yesterday at 15 weeks. I feel awful and regret my decision. I saw my baby, my perfect beautiful baby that I decided not to keep.
I have a one year old and no longer with the father as he was abusive, with a court date looming soon to see if he gets found guilty of common assault and criminal damage and the fact he's shown little to no interest in our son that we planned to have I felt it wasn't right to keep an unexpected baby.
I put so much thought into how I wouldn't cope financially and emotionally with an 18 month old and a newborn I didn't even consider how I would feel going through this.
Friends and family all advised they wouldn't keep the baby in my position and whatever I decide they would support but I just felt it was ok because everyone would chose to do this yet I'm the one having to go through it and I feel like the worst person. I feel empty and can't stop crying the loss of a baby that's my fault.
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feelingalone5878 · 25/09/2016 18:03
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