I don't really know why I'm posting. I guess as I have no one to talk to about it irl.
DC 2 is just turned a year & I found out 4 days ago that I'm pregnant again. About 5 weeks.
I had a termination when DC1 was a year old, 3 years ago. I never thought I'd be the person who had an abortion never mind now having my second.
Not that it matters but all pregancies are by same DP.
I go between being completely numb (as I feel right now) to crying uncontrollably, mostly at night. I can't believe I've been such an idiot. I was so embarrassed taking the morning after pill a couple weeks ago and looks like I might already be pregnant.
There is no way we can have another baby right now. I've never even questioned that we might keep it as it's not an option. I know this is the right thing but I just want so badly for it not to be happening at all.
My partner tries to be supportive but is more of an "out of sight, out of mind" person "if we don't talk about it, it's not happening" his way of coping.
As I said, I'm not sure why I'm here. I just need an outlet I guess.
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