I've been with my dp for a couple of years and already have a dc from previous ex. I'm now 6 weeks pg and feel like a fool. We have been here twice b4 ending in a mc and a termination. We do not live together as dp has not been in stable work during our time together and not seeming to pursue it with any gust so I have been reluctant to carry him through his periods of what I feel are then chosen periods of unemployment.
I made the decision last pg to terminate as again he had lost his job and I didn't feel that I was in a position to manage everything and potentially be a single parent again. During the short pg he was unsupportive leaving me feeling very vulnerable. I ended the relationship, we had been through so much and I was exhausted of the emotional roller coaster that he put me through with one thing or another. Fast forward 6 months and he has gotten back into life and we decided to try again hence no pg.
at first I was excited but have woken up today feeling like a fool, our relationship has little prospects of moving out of the "stuck" position it's been in the past couple of years and already he has become distant again.
I've always wanted a second child so much and this would be a last chance at 40+ but I also know how I struggled with dc alone for years and can't do that again. I feel a fool for having to consider another termination and also scared that i cannot get out of this difficult relationship.
I know no one can tell me the answer guess I'm just looking for some support.
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Confuseddotcom10 · 22/07/2015 23:53
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