Hiya everyone,
I'm being very silly and feeling sorry for myself so I apologise for my rant in advance but I just feel very sad and alienated at work.
Bit of back history before I launch into rant mode. When I was 14 I was told I had PCOS at the worst level and that I could never have any children.
I'm 27 now and got married last year to my wonderful hubby and fell pregnant naturally on Valentine's weekend this year without any fertility help at all (I feel very blessed about this) and am due 26th October.
The problem is that there's another lady in the office who is pregnant and is due the end of July and ever since I announced my pregnancy I've felt like people think I'm stealing her thunder and that I should keep it all to myself and let her have all the attention. She's never once chatted to me about babies and bumps at all either which makes me think she thinks the same.
Well today was her last day and a big buffet do was put on for her and she had some very expensive presents including a humungous baby hamper.
I can't help but feel that when it's my turn no-one will come and the best I'll get is a pack off nappies and off u go (I know that's a very slefish thing to think).
When I got married last year there were also 2 other blokes in my office that were getting married in October too so I had to share the attention and pub do with them and I got a cheap photo album whereas they were presented with big hampers and I felt really crap, I know that when the envelope comes round for me no-one'll put in and it makes me feel like a big fat loner, I'm always nice to people but I think because I'm a bgger girl and not very pretty I've never fitted in to the clique and I'm usually ok with that but I feel a bit humiliated that people know that the other people have had a big pressie or attention etc and they know I have a meagre token gesture because I'm a loner. I know this sounds very materialistic and selfish and I don't care about pressies it's the being made to feel guilty about my pregnancy that I find hard as I propbably will never have another child and this one's a miracle to me.
Sorry again for the extra long self-centred rant, especially from a noob xxx
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I am the big sad loner at work
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Mrspugh · 02/07/2010 16:11
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