I'm 30 weeks pregnant and throughout my pregnancy I have suffered really bad paranoia about everything and it seems to be getting worse, to an extend where I actually think I am going mad. I'm beginning to think that maybe I am suffering from pre-natal depression, especially as I have had a couple of "break down" moment over the past few months. The lastest one happened a couple of weeks ago after I had been to hospital for a routine ante-natal blood test. After the test I was so paranoid that the phlebotomist didnt use clean equipments (i.e clean needles) and I might have caught something. I was even convinced that she harmed me in some way without me knowing. Sounds crazy I know! I dont actually have any eveidence to back this up, its just something that I think might have happened and its been playing on my mind ever since. It could be something to do with my OCD about cleaniess but the thing is its not the first time I have had a blood test and I have been ok before but this time it just really freaked me out. Since then I have been worrying constantly that if I have caught something the baby might come to harm. The paranoia got so bad that I broke down last week and it totally freaked my husband out. He said my fears are so irrational that I should think about getting some counselling or maybe speak to my midwife about it.
I am thinking about getting some counselling but finds it really hard to talk about how I feel because when I try to explain, I sound crazy. I am really scared about my state of mind at the moment.
Has anyone been through/or is going the same thing?
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Paranoia, Pre-natal depression
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Ktchang · 30/04/2010 22:48
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