I've just found out that I'm 6 weeks pg with our second child and I just can't feel happy about it. I came off my usual pill for medical reasons and we said well if I fall pg while I have to wait to start the new pill, then it was meant to be.
But now that it actually has happened I'm having a bit of a brain overload, and thinking about all the 'what if's?' and all I can imagine are the negatives.
I love being a mummy to DC1, but I don't feel particularly interested in having another. I think I should have listened to my instincts and stayed with one. Instead I have done the opposite, and let circumstances dictate whether or not we have another. I knew I'd feel this way so why did I let it happen?
I have such a lovely relationship with DC1, we're not skipping through meadows holding hands the whole time, but we get along so well.I feel that I'll now have to put DC1 one the backburner while I start all over again with a new child.
I love DC1's personality, everyone does, what if the next ones arrival then changes DC1?
I worry that my negative feelings will somehow filter though to the baby and I'll end up with an unsettled and miserable baby because that's how I'm feeling right now.
I'm eating the right things, taking my vitamins, pondering baby names, going through the motions all in the hope that these feelings will just pass in time.
I know I've been terribly negative, but I just need to get these thoughts out. I barely slept last night. Middle of the night thinking always seems to make matters worse.
Can anyone offer me words of wisdom/ experience?
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Help me be happy about second pg
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confusulation · 24/02/2010 10:50
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