So, the job of my dreams has come up, its brill, im going to apply.
Starting Clomid in January but recently i have been having twinges of doubt.
I am 40 next year, trying for a baby for about 4 years now.
i have had PND after ds (6) bad PND, ds didnt sleep through the night till he was 4, difficult child, i was a walking corpse for 1st 3 years of his life.
Im questioning am i able to do it physically and mentally.
Im so confused. After wanting and feeling ready for so long for another baby, now i am not so sure.
whats up with me??
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What is going on in my head, what do you think of this?
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sunburntats · 11/10/2009 14:15
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