Have posted separately about this. Found out I was pregnant last week and after much soul searching have decided to keep the baby but only because I cannot go through with an abortion. Timing is terrible in that DH and I are on the verge of separting as he is abusive/bullying/aggressive who generally makes my life a misery. I had an appointment booked with a lawyer to discuss separation but discovered I was pregnant an hour before so didn't go. We also have DS, 15 months, and I work full time and am just so not ready for another baby, especially as DH doesn't help out at all. While I do feel a little bit excited about the LO, I just feel so daunted by the whole thing, and so vulnerable. Do remember feeling a bit like this when I got pregnant with DS, like my whole world had been turned upside down and everything feels odd and unfamiliar. Had got into such a nice routine with DS and was even able to go out once a week or so and now it feels like all of that is going to be snatched away. Sorry, bit of a ramble. Does anyone else feel like this?