Well I am 15 weeks now and doing this alone. I have three other children all thata re doing very well indeed and one qith be going to university next year.
I have ben very ill with this baby and feel so laone and at times I get a feeling what the hell am I doing and is it worth it. I thought I was in love with a man I have been with for two years but I cannot stand his lazy ways or his ways of life. We were due to move in togther but my children and his child simply do not get on on at all. My parenting values are very difefrent to his. I am pretty laid back but do have rules and regulations which thnk are important as know children thrive on these.
I am having an amnio in the morning and will go on the train alone and very worried but I am strong and know I will cope. I ahve to have this as we are both carriers of cs and a high chance baby may be born with it. I am lso an older mummy lol.
I have not told anybody I am pregnant yet and now am 15 weeks but just do not know how long I can hide it as feel so unwell and now geting to blaoted looking stage.. lol
dont know why posting on her really but just need to put it down... Thanks
I don't know what to say but saw your post and felt I should give you a virtual >hug<. It sounds very difficult for you indeed. The advantage you have is that you're an experienced Mum - so yes, you probably will cope - but it won't be easy. Do you have a friend you can confide in who would go to the amnio with you tomorrow? It's a lot to go through on your own.