Hi ladies, would just like to start by saying i really do appreciate any advice anyone can give and hopefully iām not loosing my mind and many women feel this way during pregnancy.
Firstly, i have always suffered anxiety and iām a massive over thinker! Iām currently 33 weeks pregnant and genuinely feel like iām loosing the plot. Iāve spoken to my GP who has referred me for counciling so just awaiting that. I have so many emotions about been pregnant, iām happy but also i canāt stand the fact that iām not in control of my body, i hate feeling the baby kick as it freaks me out and i know i should love this part but i honestly feel so freaked by it all. This is my second and i canāt remember feeling like this before. I also feel so guilty on my first born and scared to death of her feeling left out or though i donāt have time for her anymore. I lay awake every night all night and have constant panic attacks as i know nobody is awake and feel even more alone and i know i canāt just call someone if i need to. I canāt really speak to anyone in my family as i find it hard to explain to people. Iāve found my self constantly counting down the days till iām due and every day dredding night time as i know whatās coming. Iām sorry if iāve not made me much sense i just really needed to speak to someone about this as i genuinely have never felt so down, alone and scared like this before š
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Mummab123456 · 26/07/2020 22:15
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