Been trying a long while to conceive successfully and just about to hit 9 weeks pregnant.
I've miscarried before and other occasions been deeply unsupported in being able to continue with the pregnancy - at 37 I fee like this is my last roll of the dice so I feel beyond lucky to have got this far now.
However.
The dreams/nightmares are pretty intense and I just wondered if anyone else, especially with what I term "fertility trauma" has experienced this.
Basically, I spend all night dreaming I'm bleeding - think the scene from The Shining. Those are at the nicer end of things in my unconscious brain. The stillbirth dreams are worse.
It's starting to take root in my waking brain and I'm checking for my period 4 or 5 times a day like my brain keeps going "and now here's your miscarriage".
I am starting to have dream like flashes that cut in to everyday tasks, probably because I am so tired but it's also kind of disruptive and scary.
My husband just keeps going "it's normal" he isn't worried since this is not his first baby at all-he's already got the perfect child.
Don't really feel I can talk to anyone else about it and genuinely scared if I say anything to a medical professional they'll make me terminate because it sounds pretty mental.
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valeriesparx · 14/07/2020 05:50
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