Sorry for the morbid topic, trigger warnings potential so I understand if people don't want to read further or reply.
Back in December by cousins wife sadly lost their 2nd baby in a homebirth. The whole family was in shock. When I found out I was pregnant as early as february i decided to keep things quiet until the 12 week scan before telling wider family, but me and OH told our parents and my team leader at work in case anything happened we would have some form of support (I do have a history of anxiety and depression).
Scans so far have all been fine. I'm coming up to 27 weeks pregnant this Friday. The further things have gotten along and I get closer to the September due date I'm finding myself unable to sleep and feeling terror about the idea of dying in labour and leaving my son without a mum, or how we would cope if I lost the baby, or what if something happens to me and the baby. I've seen stories in the news about mum's and babies dying due to corona. I'm getting so scared but with the way corona is affecting how we see midwives etc I don't know who I should talk to or if I should talk to someone about this? In some ways I think they're just going to brush it off and make me feel silly. I don't know how normal this year is.
I have my next midwife appointment in 2 weeks time. Should I talk to her about my fears? X
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Cherryrainbow · 24/06/2020 11:23
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