Just wondering if anyone else experienced OCD during pregnancy and how they coped? Every day I struggle with making decisions and feel like every decision I do make is dangerous in some way.
For instance we have just had a new tap fitted in our kitchen. This morning I drank a glass of water straight from the tap (I've been boiling it beforehand until today) and now i feel convinced I have exposed my baby to listeria. This feels like an almost certainty in my mind and I struggle to reframe the thoughts any other way as it feels almost careless or selfish of me not to worry about things like this, if that makes sense?
My relationship is suffering as I have driven my poor husband to distraction with my various fears throughout pregnancy and he struggles to cope with each new worry, as his rational counters to my fears just go over my head.
We have not bought much for the baby yet or done much planning for after birth because my anxiety will not allow me to, it feels as though I am tempting fate and risking the baby by even looking at the things we could buy.
I don't really know what I'm looking for by posting really, perhaps the reassurance that other women have felt like this during their pregnancy and have managed to come out the other side with sanity intact?
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littleblueelephant · 10/02/2018 12:09
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