I feel the same Leanne mine is on Monday. Here to hand hold. I've had two MCs as well, it's bloody awful being pregnant again after I feel like I can barely cope or function at the moment my anxiety is through the roof xx
Sorry to hear of your losses, can't imagine what that is like.
This is my 1St pregnancy and I thought I was anxious person before... Well it is nothing compared to now. My 12 week scan is Monday afternoon and I've had a butterfly tummy and jitters since yesterday. I paid for a scan at 9weeks and I was nervous but not this nervous, I thought that scan would calm me for this one but I was so wrong. I'm still being sick, and have back/hip pain along with terrible gas (sorry! ) but I'm scared of things like missed miscarriage etc. I wish I had never read up on things online in the early days now.
My family has a history of having trouble getting pregnant for the ladies but thankfully I was lucky but I have a voice in my head saying "too lucky"
My mother keeps telling me I'll worry for the rest of the child's life, I'll just learn to cope better!
Constant worries here too... scan Tuesday morning. I got that worried we paid for a private scan at the weekend, which was wonderful. I feel a tad better knowing I've seen baby now, but doesn't stop me worrying all will have gone wrong by Tuesday. It's totally normal to worry though - if you weren't a little worried , I think that would be unusual! Good luck 😊
Aw Leanne congratulations! If you want to join we have an antenatal group for November, it's a title to do with Biscuits, and everyone on there is so lovely, and on the same page as us because we are all at the same stages Come and join! What's your EDD? I'm due 13th of November xx