Hi everyone,
Just a bit of background. I'm currently 10w4ds. Have had two scans, one at 6 weeks because I was bleeding, and one at 9w5ds which was a reassurance scan that I booked and paid for. I had a very early miscarriage back in October. My husband and I are so excited about having a baby together.
I was diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder back in 2014, but I've probably had it for much, much longer.
I've had CBT which was really successful, and was also taking sertraline (50mg) which helped immeasurably.
When I was pregnant back in October, I was advised by my doctor to stopped taking the sertraline immediately. I did, and was ok for the first few weeks. Then I started to feel awful, very anxious and low and was getting lots of anxiety attacks.
I should say, the doctor I saw at that point is one I've seen a couple of times before, and doesn't seem to understand mental health very well. When I started the sertraline, she told me I'd feel better straight away, which thankfully I knew wasn't the case at all.
Anyway. This time when I found out I was pregnant I saw a different doctor. I asked about the sertraline and she said, as I was finding it hard without it last time, I should keep taking it. So I thought, ok, I will.
But I didn't. I was so scared of taking it in case it harmed my baby in any way. I thought I would be ok without it. Then, one day I thought, no, this is silly, and I started taking it again. The same day I started bleeding. I know it is very very highly unlikely that the bleeding had anything to do with the fact that I started taking the sertraline again, and as I say I had a scan and all was fine. But I'm now terrified of taking it.
My anxiety is getting worse and I'm feeling quite low. Yesterday, I had an anxiety attack (palpitations etc).
I want to ask the doctor if having anxiety attacks could harm my baby. But I'm worried incase they put me back on the sertraline which I'm too scared to take, or of I see a doctor who just doesn't understand. There are some great doctors where I go but they're mostly locum doctors, so you can never ever guarantee who you're going to see.
I don't even know if that makes sense. Basically, I've made an appointment for this afternoon and I'm not sure if I should go or if I should cancel it. I don't know what I want to get from the appointment. I just want the best for my baby.
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Is this an acceptable reason to go to the doctors?
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BumblingBee89 · 13/03/2017 09:15
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