Having a bit of bad day hoping someone will come along and be able to give me a kick up the backside :(
I had a miscarriage around 5 weeks almost exactly 1 year ago which wasn't picked up until my scan when I was almost 14 weeks. I had a bad feeling about this pregnancy from day 1 and the scan confirmed I was right. I then fell pregnant again in September and am now 27 weeks.
In the beginning I was a paranoid wreck I had reassurance scans at 7 weeks, 11 weeks, routine scan at 13 weeks and 16 weeks. I was also seen for reduced movements at 18 weeks (!) and again a few days after my 20 week scan. My anxiety was through the roof, I'd been referred to a maternity psychiatrist at 16 weeks but by the time my referral was processed and I received my initial telephone consultation I was 25 weeks and feeling better. I spoke to him on the phone and explained I was now at a stage where I was feeling a lot more relaxed and positive and didn't feel the need for the referral to go any further.
I had a private scan on Friday and was feeling great all weekend, finally bought some clothes etc, ordered my pram, generally felt really positive and excited. Until today. I can't shake the horrible feeling of doom. I feel like I can't be excited and something is going to go wrong. The fact I had this feeling when I had my MMC is making me worse and that maybe I can pick up on this stuff :(.
I just want to go back to feeling relaxed and excited. Is this normal? Do most pregnant women feel this way? Or does my bad feeling mean something. This is my 2nd baby and I was completely naive during that pregnancy and didn't worry at all.
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WorriedAndCrazy · 01/03/2017 20:39
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