Not sure if anyone read my post the other day... i was worried sick as something just didn't feel right. I was right to trust my instincts... little bean is ectopic. 😢 it's about 1cm of tissue mass as he called it :-( my HCG is rising still but I needed time to collect my thoughts so I can home late last night. Husband rushed back from his work trip but sadly not in time to be at the hospital, he was due to be away for 8 days. Very sad and lonely day.
Anyone else been through this? So so hard. The Methotrexate drug is SO toxic. I'm the sort of person who doesn't even touch sweeteners because I think they're toxic enough to process. We don't eat or drink anything manufactured so this prospect is daunting! As is surgery and the loss of a tube. I'm worried about future fertility. I'm heartbroken beyond words :(
Counting my lucky starts for my 4.5 year old who makes me smile every day... I know I'm lucky to have one at all. He has autism and I don't want to die one day and for him to be alone... sorry, this is deep. He and my husband are my world.
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It's ectopic ... heartbroken and lost for words :(
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Tibbycat · 07/01/2017 16:05
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