Hi everyone,
I'm really scared and alone and I've no one to turn to. I'm 24, I'm 23 weeks pregnant with my first baby and I'm on my own. My ex doesn't want to be a part of our lives, I have no friends or family around to turn to (well I have my dad that I see sometimes but literally that's it, my mum lives 500 miles away and I text her now and then). I have no job, no savings. The only friend I have is my dog and I my ex is going to take him from me too. Just to hurt me and because he can ...(cos he bought him).
I just don't know how I'm going to cope. I'm going to have no birth partner and will have to attend all appointments and classss alone, which doesn't bother me really, I've always been a bit of a loner so I'm used to being myself, (I'm an only child/grandchild/niece). But how the fudge I'm I going to cope when the baby comes. I'm really scared. I don't want to fail as a parent, I want to do my son proud. But I'm so alone and scared. I know nothing about babies which makes it worse, I've never babysitted any kids or changed a single nappy. I can't stop crying and I'm just constantly depressed. I was diagnosed with clinical depression When I was 17 and it certainly doesn't go away or get easier.
Who can I turn to? Even just to talk to someone? I'm trying to pick myself up but I just can't, it's so hard when there is no one at all. I don't want to have to tell my parents I'm now on my own, I will feel like such a stupid failure. I keep hoping my ex will change is mind and come back but he says he doesn't love me enough anymore. It wasn't exactly the healthiest of relationships anyway; we are probably better off with out him. I just don't know what to do. I'm sorry to anyone who read this for rambling I'm just so lost and confused
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ElleG91 · 09/10/2016 18:27
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