Apologies if this isn't the correct place to post. I am hoping to get some advice and possibly experiences of survivors of sexual abuse.
My husband and I are ttc our first and the process of making a decision about going ahead with this has dragged up trauma that I have previously worked through. I find myself terrified at the prospect of birth and medical examinations that could be triggering, Im particularly scared about disassociating during pregnancy and birth as a result of a flashback or feelings of being out of control.
It is getting to the point where I am scared to find myself pregnant, event though it's the thing I want most. I am consumed by anger that another stage of my life is being controlled by this, anxiety attacks are returning and I really don't know how to progress through this.
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Pregnancy and survivors of abuse *possibly triggering*
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thumbsupforthesixbillion · 19/09/2016 12:30
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