So I have a kind of sensitive (?) question to ask - I'm not sure if I'm in the right place for this but don't know where else to put it.
So I'm 14 weeks pregnant, and for the last week or two I've started having quite bad paranoia - at least, this is the only way I can describe it.
It started off as just general worrying, but probably a little bit worse than how I would usually worry about things. My partner works about a 40 minute drive away on the motorway, and when he leaves for work in the morning/comes home in the evening, I've started to have really overwhelming thoughts that he's going to have a terrible car accident/collision and die. This is very vivid in my mind and only really happens in one particular spot that is local to our home, although sometimes it can be just a general image of it happening on the motorway.
This has now been accompanied with me having dreams as well, and near enough once every night - sometimes more, as I always wake up from the nightmares - I dream that my partner has been murdered and never getts to meet our baby.
These dreams/thoughts are very vivid and just generally really horrific and upsetting, and they are always, always about my partner, never myself or anyone else.
I've mentioned it to my mum and my partner who are really understanding and have advised me to speak to someone about it, but in my area I don't have a midwife until I'm at least 16 weeks, and it's a nightmare trying to get an appointment with my GP. Is it worth doing this anyway and going seeing a doctor about it, or am
I overthinking it and it's just one of those things that comes with pregnancy?
Any advice is really appreciated
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lissaconnelly9 · 02/09/2016 22:43
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