So I am 20 weeks and fed up with being pregnant and all that goes with it.
I am considered high risk so basically that has meant I am constantly being poked and prodded. So far they have had about 30 tubes at 5-10 ml of blood out of me and of course they want more. I have had three scans and will be having at least 3 more. I feel like a pin cushion. The issue is that I am starting to be so fed up with it all I actually have considered terminating the pregnancy as I am so anxious now I am not happy about being pregnant at all. I do not feel connected to this baby or bump, I just feel tired of doctors,midwives and consultants. The whole thing has made me so depressed, I do not know how to feel more control and less like a science experiment. I just want to know others feel the same I guess as feel guilty about not really wanting to continue carrying this child as it is so much trouble and I am terrified at how much more I have to endure.
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ZanStable · 30/12/2015 16:57
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