Thanks so much for your replies.
It was in a different hospital so I'm not sure how to go about getting my notes so I can discuss them with my obstetrician, but will try tomorrow.
The constant monitoring sounds like a plan, thanks.
I reacted badly to the epidural, blood pressure dropped more than normal every time it was topped up and at the time the midwife said the baby's heart rate was dropping because mine was.
I've talked to a midwife and obstetrician about my first birth and they both said it was normal and just them being extra careful with the monitoring but they havent seen my notes and I feel like there is something wrong with me when it comes to epidurals - also, my legs took a lot longer than normal to come back and the anaesthetist seemed surprised and concerned about it and I was beginning to freak out about it. My obstetrician said she had never heard of this before so it seems very unusual (thankfully!).
Have been referred to an anaesthetist to discuss it all so perhaps my notes from first birth will be needed for that when that appointment comes through.
So I don't want an epidural or spinal block incase causes further problems with my\baby's blood pressure \heart rate and my legs but I'm not sure if having a general has other implications for safety if need an assisted vb or emcs? I have asthma and apparently epidural is preferred with asthmatics but it is well managed so I'm assuming if that is still the case I could still have a general.
I'd like a natural birth but don't want the epidural\spinal issue to cause problems incase I need any intervention fast or need to be awake and feel a bit for the intervention to work. Wondering if best to bypass that and go straight to ELCS. I have previous anxiety and OCD all over my notes, though that side of things are pretty good now, so could use that to argue my case. But clearly though I am doing OK with anxiety now, the birth is a major thing playing on my mind and I think I might become V anxious later on in pregnancy. I don't know what I would do if the anaesthetist says don't worry you can still have an epidural if needed.