Can't sleep, palms sweating, panicky, pacing, racing thoughts. My ELCS is tomorrow morning! I can't believe I'm having a baby tomorrow! And for the love of God I cant (as hard as I try) think positively! I suffer from a large range of mental health problems. On top of being concerned that my little princess will be ok ... My out look for the weeks k come is so bleak. I'm having all these crazy images of having a nervous break down and being carted off in an ambulance to a mental institution. I am utterly terrified I'm not going to cope. This pregnancy has been unbelievabley hard, and I have prayed that once she is here the hormones will calm down and I might feel
Ok. But now I'm here thinking what a daft thing that is for me to think. Jeez why would my hormones calm down AFTER having her? If anything they will be worse I already have a son who needs me, and both of them will need me to be strong but try as I might to think positive, it's as if I have a mental block that will not let me see past the bad sorry for late night (well early morning) rant! I'm just so scared and needed to vent xx
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Can't believe im having a baby tomorrow-thinking the absolute worst!!
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Halleberry · 13/05/2015 00:20
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