I suffer from very bad mental health problems (various ones including ocd, anxiety, depression, BPD etc) .... I've had severe depression through out this pregnancy which is one of the reasons they have agreed to an elective section 12 days before my due date. But I honestly feel NOTHING. Things are so bad inside it's not even describeable. I feel utterly empty. When I picture holding my little girl in my arms beside my lovely (but all be it emotionalness) OH I feel nothing. I don't feel sad. I don't feel happy. I don't feel excited. I feel empty. Devoid of all emotion. I don't know how to deal with this. Anyone any tips? I really want to feel something when I see my baby girl but I feel so empty I can't imagine ever getting better let alone getting better in 11 days.
I am heart broken over this x
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Please give me strength - 11 days until my section and my depression has never been so bad
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Halleberry · 03/05/2015 17:00
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