I am a regular on pregnancy/ante-natal but need a bit more anonimity for this.
I feel so utterly, utterly alone. I was 11 weeks pg. We had split up by the time I found out. He didnt take it too well, he is 10 years older than me and has grown up kids. This 'wasn't in his life plan'. Now he has totally cut me out. Won't respond to me at all. He is a bit of a pig and the last few Christmasses he has tried to ruin with his moods so I should be celebrating he is not here. It is just me and my teenage DS. I just feel so utterly alone. Think he has probably moved on to someone else and I'm in left here with my life turned upside down. Started to think about whether I can really do this alone. I am in my forties and this was totally unexpected pregnancy, a bit of a miracle. I know I will never have the chance again. I always wanted a second but that was more when DS was younger.
I want to phone samaritans or something but obv can't with DS here as he will hear me.
Just utterly lost and feel totally deserted and let down :(
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Alone and having bad thoughts
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passmethechocolatechocolate · 24/12/2014 18:31
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