I'm really ashamed to even be posting this because I know how bad it is, but I need to talk to try to get rid of these horrible thoughts.
I'm around 13 weeks pregnant and have no idea of the sex yet, but I have a strong feeling it's going to be a girl. I've been looking at the nub theory and the skull theory, and my scan photo is looking very much like a girl.
If the baby is a girl I'm terrified of how I'm going to feel, I know how awful and horrible this is, but I can't help it. I have a ds and all I can see myself with is two boys.
One of the reasons is because my house is only two bed, it will be so much easier to not have to think about moving any time soon, a girl will mean a house move will be on the cards much sooner. It also means ds won't get his dream of sharing his room with his brother.
Other than that I can't pin a reason on why I feel this way, other than I'm a horrible selfish person who doesn't deserve a baby.
I know I feel the world is still a very sexist place so perhaps I'm scared of how this will affect a daughter, and doubt my ability as a parent to deal with it.
I've always imagined myself in a house full of boys but I don't know why aside from a bunch of preconceptions about how each sex would be.
I feel sorry for my baby and I want to feel differently but I can't shake it off.
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Boygirlblues · 01/12/2014 09:59
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