Please dont shout at me or judge im literally at my wits end of what to do.
I am 25 and married to hubby who is 34. We rent a flat with a spare room so enough space. Hubby is in full time work and i start my new job monday (they dont know im pregnant but its illegal for them to sack me for being pg)
Anyway im 15 weeks pregnant and feel under so much pressure to be happy and keep it. I feel im not financially ready i was hoping to have a house before hand. I dont feel my marriage is strong enough. And most important i dont feel mentally strong enough. Ive had a horrible pregnancy so far. I tried to talk to my hubby he told me "tough you got no choice but to have it" he literally expects me to do all child care all week on my own and nights at weekend.
I cant talk to my mum as she is so excited.
I feel so alone and i feel when its here its all on my shoulders as all hubby cares about is working constantly. I understand the extra money but i will need help.
I feel so selfish thinking this way with so many people who cant have kids. I cant do anything about it or i lose everyone.
I even considered a abortion and tell everyone it was a miscaridge. Its horrible i must be horrible.
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i dont know if i am ready for this baby
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ladylala28 · 13/11/2014 12:27
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