Hi all,
So I had an ectopic in 2010 which went undetected even though I was being scanned on a twice weekly basis from six weeks. It eventually led to extreme pain, internal bleeding, ruptured Fallopian tube and of course an emergency laparotomy to save my life. I lost my left Fallopian tube but managed to fall pregnant again within two cycles. I was obviously scanned early and all was well.
I'm now pregnant again and I have an early scan booked tomorrow. I'm so much more nervous this time, perhaps there was so much drama last time, I didn't have time to actually think about things too much! The rational part of my mind is telling me that at best it'll just be a black blob on the screen tomorrow, but my irrational side is taking over and I'm feeling so negative about it, as if something bad is going to happen.
The thought of another few weeks of scans and waiting to see that heartbeat is almost too much to bear at the moment.
Sorry if I'm not making much sense! I can't really portray how I'm feeling in a particularly articulate way at the moment; I'm just too nervous!
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Scan tomorrow at 5 weeks, 2 days...anxious to say the least!
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Harry2007 · 26/03/2014 19:20
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