Right so 36+2 and I am feeling bloody awful...
My section is booked for the 26th, but as ds arrived at 37 weeks, I am not holding out any hope of getting there.
I have had period like cramps and stabbing pains in the cervix for the past two days and I feel crap in general. I honestly feel like I am about to have the worlds worst period (have had to take lactose everyday for three weeks too which could be the cause).
I am bone tired as I am not sleeping well as my bump is so uncomfortable what ever position I get in, it's so tight and the baby has well and truly run out of room, I don't think I can stretch anymore, even though the little bugger darling is trying her best to make more room with her knees and elbows all the bloody time. My ribs ache and I am miserable. When I do fall asleep I wake up in pain, my bump almost feels bruised.
I've lost my appetite but I still have horrific heartburn despite pills from the consultant.
This morning I had my 11 year old throwing a wobbly and being a arsehole to me about bloody yogurt of all things while the baby was pushing and squirming for all she was worth and I honestly thought, why am I doing all this again?
Today I had the bright idea of sorting out the house for the baby, but I have just made an even bigger mess to tackle and I keep crying when I look at it and I have exhausted myself.
I am also crapping my pants about actually having the baby. With ds section, they messed up the epidural and having it put in was the worst pain I have ever had in my life. Plus it didn't work properly, I felt the scalpel when they started. So I am petrified that will happen again.
Sorry I sound so negative, I just want this over but I am scared too.
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Feeling crap, feeling scared, nesting....just ugh (miserable rant)
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Loopylouu · 07/03/2014 11:57
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