I posted a couple of weeks ago saying I am 45 and unexpectedly pregnant. I am struggling to come to terms with it in many (all) ways.
I have one DD who is nearly 8. I love her more than anything and being a mum has been the best thingI i have ever done by far so I don't really know why I don't want to do it again but I absolutely don't.
Even to me it seems ridiculous that one of my worries is simply feeling silly and embarrassed. I am dreading telling them at work, I was recently promoted and I'm sure this is the last thing they expect. I love my job and really don't want to take time out of it. But it's not just that. I feel like a prat. I know it's the oldest story in the world and I shouldn't but I just do.
Obviously too I am worried about the health of the baby. I have decided that if there is a serious abnormaility I will have a termination and for this reason I am not telling anyone yet (I am only 8 weeks). But that in itself is a burden. I feel very sick and am struggling to eat and am having to make excuses.
I am also worried if i have a healthy baby. I am worried about energy and coping. I don't know what's happened to me, I am normally a coper and a cheery, glass-half-full person but not over this.
Sorry for the long ramble. I don't know what I want anyone to say or really why I have posted other than to get it off my chest. I would be interested to hear from anyone else my age what the reaction from people was when they heard the news.
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45 and pregnant. Very worried.....
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Onlyconnect · 02/01/2013 11:58
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