I am a 40 year old mum to DD (4) and pregnant again, only about seven weeks so far.
I have a long history with depression and had pnd after DD was born. I chose to stop taking antidepressants during my first pregnancy and while I just about held it together, things went downhill very quickly after she was born. I just remember it as a black time with thoughts of suicide and complete worthlessness. Horrible.
Antidepressants put me right though and have been 'normal' for years.
I always thought if I got pregnant again I would just keep on taking them however I have spent HOURS on the internet and it seems there are risks in taking them but risks in depression during pregnancy too!!
I feel terrified as depression ruined for me, what should have been a joyful time and almost wrecked my marriage to boot.
I stopped the antidepressants four weeks ago and allready feel I'm spiralling downwards.
I think I was selfish in thinking I could have another baby as it seems I could harm it whatever decision I make.
Please help, has anyone else been in this situation, or maybe had advice from a specialist who knows a bit more about the risks?
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Antidepressants in pregnancy. Rock and a hard place??
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Blundermum · 02/10/2012 10:52
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