DP and I meant to start trying straight after, but through a single happy accident this is the result. The wedding itself is v small, quite hastily organised and informal, so my anxieties aren't to do with spoiling our 'big day' or anything like that, but the stress of going through these risky weeks at a time when I can't lie low. I have a messy gynae history and never expected to get pregnant instantly, and am absolutely terrified of miscarrying. I am having awful visions of it happening the week before, or on the day. I am a v private person and my fears are making me quite unhappy. I can't see any answer to making them go away. I know I'm very very lucky, and my DP is wonderful.I just feel like a rabbit in the headlights, with no control, only fears.
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Should be ten weeks on my wedding day, v nervous
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VeronicaSpeedwell · 04/10/2011 16:34
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