i found out on wed that I'm pregnant . This will be my third. Dh and I have been trying for around a year so it's been long awaited and we were looking at starting tests as to why it's taking so long..
Thing is I'm completely lost :-(
Now the reality has hit me after so long of waiting and I honestly don't think it's what I now want ...
Since finding out I can't stop crying , I can't eat or drink and I'm shaking .... I'm a mess .
My problems are many.. Ds who was last born was very ill from birth to around 3 yrs (now 4) and I really couldn't do that again. I suffered 2 mc before I had dd who is now 6 and that caused me issues.
I have suffered pregnancy depression and pnd and ATM I'm at rock bottom .
I also worry about my family set up , will it cope with another baby and my main issue is dd who is my princess , various conversations have seen her adamant she does not want another baby ... I'm scared a third who push her out and change everything between us. I guess I just want to please my kids.
Dh is very supportive , in a good job ATM but self emp. I worry this is more pressure for him but he says not to worry but I do . I see how tired he gets ATM with work and family.
I could be sat with my dh and the kids and I still feel lost and lonely . I feel so very alone and I'm scared . Dh is now starting to get a bit restless with me and wants me to snap out of it ....
Help me please .....
For fear of backlash I will say that I am thinking of a termination . Dh won't discuss this , says I will regret it and it's not an option for us in a loving family .
I have name changed but a regular for about 7 years.
I just want to run away and sleep forever .... Please help me
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Please help me.. Early pregnancy and I don't know what to do... Please don't judge
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Imlost · 10/09/2011 09:51
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