I just need to get it out. I am 26 weeks pregnant now. After 7mc's so I feel like I should be a bit more greatful. My hyperemesis started in week 3. That was 23 weeks ago. By week 9 I was vomiting 30+ times daily and spent a week in hospital through dehydration.
By week 16 I managed on 3 cyclizine a day to get the vomiting to 2 or 3 times a day, started to feel preg rather than ill and actually managed to get out of bed most days.
Week 18 the heartburn n reflux reared ugly heads and I am back to vomiting lots daily. Have been waking at 4am most nights with burning in the back of my throat which makes me feel sick so not managing to get back to sleep for hours. Then the day starts at 7.
Today I am havin a particularly hard day. I started vomiting at 4am and it hasn't let up and I'm now headachy and feel weak and the tears just keep coming. I need to pull myself together to pick up DS1 from afterschool club soon.
I am booked in for section at 38 wks so I still have 12 weeks of this left. How am I going to cope? I have two boys already and I feel like such a shit mum to them since I got preg.
I am also on tablets for reflux which I take about 3pm so I can actually go to bed with out it. But I can only take one a day.
I am high risk due to blood clotting disorder, previous. PROM at 30 with ds2 and previous PE at 28 wks with ds1. Plus I have a split uterus.
I feel like my body cannot do what its meant to. I am sad this will be our last baby and I am so scared he is will be born early. I am 2 wks away from the scary 28 wks now and my anxiety is building up already.
I do have my bags packed ready but I am fed up of being a horrible grumpy mare or miserable and exhausted.
I have mw appt fri and cons appt and scan on the 18th.
Sorry its so long, not even sure what I'm asking tbh. Its helped getting it all down h
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Feeling a bit fed up and can't stop the tears today.
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Julezboo · 08/11/2010 15:54
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