So I found out at todays scan we're having a boy. We already have a boy, and I wont be having any more kids after this one.
sooooo, the awful thing is that - god forgive me - I feel disappointed. I know I'll love this baby with everything I am, but I can't help but feel sad about the daughter I'll never have.
Please don't get me wrong, I really do know how lucky I am, really. We've had some bad luck in the past with MCs, and had high risk of downs with this pg. I just feel a bit down, and I'm so disappointed in myself for even feeling like this.
Part of the problem is that every single person has said they think it's a girl, and all the old wives tales said girl, so I think I had believed it too.
I'm not upset about what I am having, just about what I'll never have.
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everything pointed to it being a girl. found out it's a boy.
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vmcd28 · 26/07/2010 20:58
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