ok,
im struggling.
i was going to name change but hey whats the point no one will recognise my name lol...
i've had bad times since my 1st dd was born dec05 that came and went. its returned with a vengenance (sp?) now i have dd2 almost one. the last dew days have been shit to be frank....
ive got that familiar struggle and just hate of my life
when the girls play up i just feel hate and feel like i couldnt care
please dont think bad of me....
my girls are my world i love them so much it hurts
i hate how i can be i really do
it went last time but its not going, i think that im ok and then i struggle all over again
i feel like my dh isnt listening but he i know hes trying so hard to
i told him i hated my life and i felt nothing towards him or the girls they were spiteful shit words and even when i was saying them i was thinking wtf
im sat here in tears... deh is out and its taken me all eve to write this jibberish
ive not seen a doctor ive just moved and need to re register
todays just a bad day
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YouNeverKnowIMightFlounce · 02/09/2008 22:34
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