My very good friend and ex boyfriend died 6mths ago (suicide). Me and DH were devastated at the time, as were all his family and friends.
However, in last few weeks I keep having recurring dreams where I bring him back to life! (so strange). Sometimes they are sexual, sometimes romantic..but they all seem to be that only I can bring him back to life. The last one involved all the women in his life (his girlfriend, his mum etc) saying 'i love you' to his dead body but only when I said it he came back to life. The dream then continues with him being alive again and everyone having a massive party and being so happy...then I wake up, realise he's gone again and just feel so sad all over again.
The grief seems to feel worse now than it did 6mths ago.
Don't know why I'm posting this, just wanted to get it off my chest I suppose.
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itchybird · 24/10/2008 09:14
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