Can anyone help me out with something. My kids are part of an activity where they meet up with the same gang about once a year. All the mums know each other and all the kids treat the adults as if they were communal mums IFSWIM. Age range of the kids is now about 10- 16 and we've been meeting for many years.
For the last 3 or 4 years I have felt a connection with one of the boys. He seems to feel it too and it is most unnerving. It's not sexual, as far as I can make out, but it's more than just 'friend's son'. It's not something I can talk about to anyone in RL because I'm sure they would be quite horrified at the idea of a 40 year old woman having an interest in a 16 year old boy, spec in the light of the Jacko trial. I would stress that nothing improper has ever happened- or will.
I did ask one of my pen friends who is quite spiritual, and she suggested that perhaps we were connected somehow in a past life- brother and sister perhaps- and that is the connection we feel now.
I'm not sure whether I fully believe in this sort of thing, but it makes me feel better than thinking I've got the hots for someone elses son. I'd be horrified to think some older woman was looking at my boy like that. He's now at an age where he is going out, having girlfriends etc and I am actually jealous. Am I mad?
Can anyone shine any light on this or am I just a sad pervert? (name changed for very obvious reasons).
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connected · 07/02/2005 11:49
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