Thought about changing my name for this but too tired - but something happened tonight that I want to share as it has never, ever happened before. I went to a close friend's house for a private view of paintings by hereself and others. Her house normally has some of her fathers work on the walls(he was very well known in his day and died about 20 years ago of cancer I believe) but tonight she had put the paintings outside in her studio to make room, and she had also included some piles of unframed work of his. My friend has two teenage sons, the elder of which is also starting out as an artist. Anyway, I had wandered around the exhibition, and I asked my friend if I could see the work in her studio. We went in, and I put my left hand on some loose work and started flicking through it. I looked at one, and said that I thought her father had felt a lot of anger at times. I leafed through 2 more paintings, and then suddenly said 'this is SO like (eldest ds)' in a really clear voice, and as I said it I felt incredibly strongly that it wasn't my thought but a man's, and I also found myself looking at my arm as though there were another arm reaching over it, or through it. I 'knew' that her dad was there and that the thought I had expressed was his.Afterwards I felt shaky, and shocked. I have never experienced anything close to it and it was so precise I am certain I couldn't have imagined it on any level. I just wanted the feeling to go tbh. The weird thing was, a) I had not had anything to drink and had not had any wine for 3 days (quite rare for me) and also when I was in the house I spoke to one person and found myself thinking that she was about to find love, and to another person who I am certain is ill, and I felt quite 'up' for me (I am normally quite reserved). TBH most people will say its all rubbish, and since I have never experienced anything so odd in my life, maybe it is. But respect other postings of yours and wondered what you thought of it and why.
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