I am a recent converted Christian. I attend a lot of prayer meetings with Christian friends, attend Church every week and attend a ladies night where we listen to testimonials, pray, listen to a word from our pastor etc. These are weekly practices. I love doing these things as I feel so close to Jesus.
I love Jesus and His path is the best path. He has directed my life in such a beautiful way. Particularly lately.
My husband is a strong atheist however. I mean, very very strong in his disbelief in God. He questions me daily and since I became a Christian, our relationship has never been the same. He is resentful, jealous and very aggressive about it sometimes. I've been considering for a while now, whether continuing with my marriage is what I want. I feel miserable. I think that my husband does too. He just can't move passed this though.
Anyway, there's a guy who goes to my church and I'm adopting a slight crush on him. He is kind to me. He is double my age though. I don't know why, but I just feel drawn to him. I know it's absolutely wrong though. My husband and I wasn't married in Church, but are still married and even having these thoughts is a sin. It's eating me up inside. I don't know what to do and I don't ever want to displease Jesus.
What do I do? I would never physically cheat on my husband. I am just really confused.
Can anyone advise?
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