Posting here but could be in any number of places.. need a bit of a hand hold.
I suffer from very mild claustrophobia: I don't mind small spaces, but hate being in a crush of people. This is quite easy to work around/ with most of the time; I avoid lifts and try where possible to travel outside of rush hour on public transport. I have had minor panic attacks in the past but nothing to warrant medication.
Our priest has decided that christenings should take place in the Sunday services, which is sensible in terms of the community being part of it. We have a lot of christenings - which is great - but does mean that the church can become really crowded and chaotic, particularly as there is rarely any advance notice to the congregation that they're happening on x week.
Last week we had three christenings during the service. The church was packed to the rafters and the background noise was absolutely deafening (the priest did ask for quiet a number of times); both of which contributed to a full-blown anxiety attack that I haven't had for years. I ended up having to be taken out of the church mid-service and spent most of the time crouched at the side of the building sobbing.
I'm now terrified to go back in case the same thing happens again, though I know how ridiculous it is: asking to sit in a specific place by the door seems a bit selfish, and I'm loath to go to the GP about it as the obvious medical answer is 'don't go, then!' I like the community a lot, it's just the christening crush that gets me agitated.
Any ideas on what I can do to resolve this for myself?
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Panic attacks in church - too scared to go back
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vladthedisorganised · 25/02/2016 12:02
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