Hey all,
I tried to name change for this but can't remember my password. argh!
I am going through a bit of a tough time at the minute. I've been totally thrown out of my comfort zone. I can't envision a time when I won't feel this uncertainty bearing down on me. I know it will come, I just can't seem to really believe in it.
I have been drawn to christianity in the past because of the sense of community, and the fact christians seem to be able to get through anything with the thought of "this is God's plan! all will be well in the end!"
BUT I have a few problems with Christianity.
- I don't think I even believe in God.
- I hate, hate, hate the whole 'gay debate' within christianity. Look, being gay is no more wrong or right to being straight!
- I don't mind getting drunk and sleeping with people I'm not in a relationship with. I don't know much about religion, but I'm sure that's forbidden in all the books.
So I am pretty sure I can't join the exclusive club.
But I just want some hope.
And christians seem to have loads of it.