Hi
is anyone interested in talking about their yoga experiences?
I've recently started up again and have been doing hatha and kundalini. I'm not very experienced at all despite having done a bit here and there over the years but somehow I just keep coming back to it and seem drawn particularly to what I now know is kundalini. I'm not sure what I think of it all really to be honest - I'm not religious at all, do not believe in a higher being/force but do believe that the universe is a wonderful place and that we are all part of it and it is part of us.
I feel like I'm ready to get a bit more into it and have had a couple of sessions this week that have had some pretty heavy after effects so wanted a place to talk about this and future experiences and would welcome thoughts and hearing about other's experiences.
I'll start then -
I had a Hatha yoga session where the teacher helped me get into some really deep poses. I felt fine all day but then had a late night, an upsetting dream and an early wake up from my dd. I went along to my kundalini class feeling tired, emotional and a little bit sore - I was really looking forward to the class as I find these sessions both relaxing and invigorating. The class was concentration on the arc line and about half way through the class I was overcome with immense sadness and I couldn't stop the tears rolling down my cheeks. Shortly after we did some camel poses and this was really hard work on my thighs but strangely it made me feel better. I also had a very odd feeling whilst standing with my left hand over my heart, right hand over left deep breathing in through my nose and out through my mouth (o-shaped) where I felt I was getting smaller and smaller than my physical body but somehow I felt like my physical body "fitted better". Weird I know! Later that afternoon, I felt very very angry with no reason to be, I'd spent a few hours in the garden in the sun and everything was good but I took dd wto the park and it was so crowded and hot that I just felt so cross. After I had put her to bed (dh was out for the evening) I settled down to watch a film which was a little sad but I could not stop sobbing, big heart felt retches and I didn't know what for, I cried for hours. Went to bed and woke after an hour feeling restless and as if there were two of me and that I was observing the other me sort of moving from side to side in a very frantic and annoyed way, I felt sick and my head was pounding, I almost started to panic but in the end just observed and then eventually went to sleep. All day yesterday I felt listless and sad, lonely even and easily annoyed, I did sleep better last night and am feeling ok but still not on top of things. I'm about to go to hatha yoga now but would be really interested to hear if anyone has any thoughts or to hear about other people's experiences.
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SAHRum · 07/06/2013 10:09
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