Hi everyone. I’m in the most horrendous, heart wrenching situation as a parent of a 29 year old. This could be a very long story, but I’ll keep it as brief as I can!
My 29 yr old son has Asperger’s syndrome and adhd. He’s very high functioning but struggles with the neuro typical world. Anyway, he’s told me he started taking cocaine a few months ago (I suspect it’s been going on longer in hindsight) and he’s run up a £500 debt that is now overdue to his dealer. So the dealer has now doubled this to £1000. He has no means to pay this debt, he can’t manage his money for day to day living effectively as it is, so he’s come to me begging and pleading to pay it off for him. I’ve bailed him out twice previously, and he said it wouldn’t happen again, and I said I wouldn’t ever pay it again after the last time, so I’ve been sticking to my resolve and said I’ll help him in any other way I can, but not financially and definitely not paying off his drugs debts again.
He’s now saying he’s in hiding somewhere he doesn’t know with no money or food as he’s too scared to go home (I set him up in his own place near me in December).
He says something terrible will happen if he doesn’t pay it and he’s got no other options except me and to pay.
I’m pretty sure I’m doing the right thing not paying it this time, whilst continuing to offer him any other kind of support or help, but I have this doubt looming over me about them hurting, or worse, killing him. Obviously they’re not going to just go away, but if I pay it again this time then I’m going against my own resolve as well as just opening it up to happen again, and again, and again. But how do I live with this horrific fear of him being out there with nothing and the risk of him being hurt or worse if he comes back?
I honestly have no way of knowing how much of it is even true as he’s a master manipulator, he may even be just trying to get money out of me to buy more drugs for himself for all I know, but how can I risk it? Help please!
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Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. Drugs debt
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Beckinhell · 22/05/2018 13:51
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