Letting go of adult daughter(44 Posts)
My daughter is 38 years old and single. She's also funny , very hardworking and is independent. She's been living on the other side of the world for nearly a year now ( think somewhere near Australia ) and has just got another year - long contract ( possibly 2 years , maybe more ).
She has let her house whilst she is away through letting agents. This means we don't have to travel to check on it .... it's a 2/3 hour drive away .
Since she's been gone we've had one Skype session ... instigated by me. She's said it's too difficult to Skype due to wifi / internet connections! We've had a handful of telephone calls.... usually about issues with the house or other things she wants us to do for her.
I send text messages every few days ... just a few chatty lines ,asking how things are etc. I always try to send them when I know she's not at work ( 8 hour difference ). Her replies are often evasive or very short e.g. " That's cool "
All her post is redirected to us , apart from important stuff which she does online.
I haven't heard from her now for over a week but am sitting on my hands and not texting because I am beginning to feel that she sees me as a nuisance .
On the other hand I am starting to feel angry that she only contacts me and her father when she wants help .... with the house , proofreading documents etc. ..... or occasionally to have a good moan about work.
I am losing sleep about all of this . My DH just says to let it go over my head. He seems almost pleased that I don't hear from her any more . I don't know what to think about it all but it is breaking my heart.
I have been your dd and she is finding herself, she is out there living her life and doing what you hoped for... making her dreams happen.
As her mother you are there to pick up the pieces it is what we all do day in and day out.
Want to share her happy times? Get on a plane and share them with her.
You can be part of the happy times too.
All dc go through patches of dependence/independence the way you describe it feels a little like you expect gratitude or some payback. Deep down ask yourself if this is true? Do you resent her for being happy? Just a little. You see she doesn’t owe you anything, she is her very own person and needs to breathe and to fly, let her do this without guilt.
Work on what you want for the next ten years, look for your own ambitions, make your own adventure stories.
You and dh have raised an independent, capable person. Be proud of her, be pleased for her. It will kill me when my dd leave me, but I am braced to take the pain in exchange for an adult child that charges into this world and makes the most of their life. Chained to me miserable and needy would kill me more.
Book the flight and tell her you expect cocktails in Sydney and a hug.
It must be hard for you. Just send her a happy text every week to let her know you are thinking of her. Make it a text that doesn’t need a reply, but be pleased if you get one, even if it’s just ‘ok’.
I dread to think how my own mum would cope if I lived abroad. I live 40 minutes away and see her once a fortnight. But she texts me every couple of days, usually some rubbish about the weather, if I don’t reply the same day, she makes an excuse to ring me. It’s annoying sometimes as I lead a busy life and don’t always have time for long texts. But I do try because I know it keeps her happy. When she needs you, you will hear from her.
Fionne..... it IS actual pain isn't it ? I am sitting here at the moment feeling very sorry for myself , holding back the tears but giving myself a real talking to !! Have realised that because I had a terrible relationship with my own mother I had hoped ours would be different. It has been .... but she's not a little girl any more and doesn't need me . My job is done !!! But I feel bereft and need to pull myself together and get on with my own life. I have a lot to be grateful for .
Right ! Onwards and upwards. It's a lovely day here.... a nice brunch , a walk and then a rugby match to look forward to.
By the way ... I've turned the blue ticks back on ... it was childish .
I live several hours away from my parents. We speak every 5-7 days and I exchange texts with my mum in between. Texts are usually updates or comments on what we're doing, watching, buying etc. - so not questions requiring an answer. I think that makes a difference and I would find 'how are you', 'what have you been up to' texts annoying. Light and jokey works for us.
She has always slightly irritated her dad as he can be a bit of a " know it all " and she sees him as controlling. I know he has felt hurt in the past by her attitude and have explained that to her
Controlling is quite a strong word, what does she think is controlling about him?
I am distant from my mother because of my controlling father who she is still married to, it's a big barrier between us.
I wouldn't take kindly to being criticized for hurting him by my mother!
Is this why she is less close to you?
I'm going against the grain here but I text my adult daughter about once a week just to ask her how she is and give her any tidbits of information I might have. She always replies to say everything is ok and sometimes I wonder if she'd rather I didn't text, however I'm not intrusive and it's just to let her know I love her and think of her. I know she would always contact me if there was anything major going on in her life. All I'm doing is keeping the lines of communication open. It's all too easy to drift apart.
Someone suggested that I might be jealous that she is happy .... I was horrified that I might have given this impression as nothing could be further from the truth . I love hearing her news about her outings with friends , travelling around where she is living and tales about work. She's sent me photos of places she's seen , her flat and even of her newly attached false eyelashes !!!
When I used the word " controlling " about her dad I think it was misconstrued... or maybe I used the wrong word. He would do anything for her and maybe that's the problem. In the past she has asked him to do various jobs in her house and he has seen other things that needed doing and just got on with it. As it is an old house some of the doors needed planing as they were sticking ... so he just did it for her as she doesn't have any tools ( well , the odd screwdriver !) . She said thanks to him but then complained to me that she hadn't asked him to do it ! I get it in the neck if he does anything she doesn't like..... not him !! He's the same.... if she irritates him he will vent to me ! So , " controlling " is probably a bad use of a word . Also , as she is single and never lived with a partner she often doesn't understand the give and take a marriage takes .
Anyway , I have managed to stay off my phone today and intend to wean myself off texting . My DH and I have had a lovely day today and laughed ourselves sick over something quite stupid this afternoon! I made the effort not to mention her and in a way this has helped. I just need to keep it up !
Just as an addendum.... I received two forwarded e mails tonight between her and the letting agent. Apparently new tenants are moving in and I am to be "kept in the loop " by the agent. She had told the agent that I shall be going down to inspect the house when the old tenants move out. Nice to know we have our uses. She isn't going to like my DH's response ..... we can't drive down on the date she specified as we will be out with friends , something arranged months ago. This will not go down well I suspect .
4seasons, yes it is an actual pain and one I’ve felt acutely at times even when my children have moved out of the house after getting married. They’d go off abroad to study for a few years then come back and before we knew it they were getting married and moving out. Don’t let anyone ever tell you that its wrong to feel pain when a child, regardless of their age, goes off to follow their path in life. It’s not. But what is wrong is us hampering things for them because we miss them. Somehow we have to strike the balance between encouraging them and not letting them go off thinking they don’t care that I’m away - even when they sometimes make us think, jeez they don’t seem to give us a thought.
It’s hard. I know.
4seasons, I just read your last post.
I’m glad you laughed yourselves sick.
And I’m glad you have to tell your daughter you have other plans on the day her tenants move - but not for any bad reason. Sometimes you just have to say to people regardless of who they are - check with me first.
i think i am in the minority here. my daughter is just 21 and in her final year of uni though intends to get a job in her uni town and move in with her boyfriend we send quite a few watts app messages daily and speak about three to four times a week and i still feel the pinch sometimes!!
it does seem to work for us though
My lovely eldest is also living a long way from home, and it is hard, but I have a really novel suggestion for you, if she lives somewhere where thIs could work.....
Write her letters, just stuff you have been doing, people you’ve seen, a little bit of gossip, a bit about spring on its way, and post it, with love and no expectation of an instant reply.
@CrazyDaisy you know very well what you need to do to mend your relationship with your daughter and why it is so different to your relationship with your son.
"Appears to be gay...just want a "normal" daughter".
The clues are all there.
I know this is an old thread but I'd be interested to see how things are OP.
Hopefully better? You sound like a really lovely mum btw.
Wow @CrazyDaizy that is one of the worst things I've ever read on Mumsnet.. no wonder your daughter distances herself.
Yeah I can see that now, I wish there was a way of editing it as it sounds awful, I've asked the moderators and they won't change it!!
I think it's the disparity between when she needs you and when she doesn't.
There doesn't seem to be a middle ground.
My daughter is the same. When she needs something she expects an immediate answer and immediate help. When life is great for her, she ignores me for days on end.
I've learned to respond to her needs. So I answer as she needs me to and I don't bother her when she doesn't need me
If I'm honest it hurts me a lot. But it is what it is. We can't change people, expectations are futile. Acceptance is the only way imo
As an adult you sound smothering. Give your daughter room to live her life. It doesn’t mean she doesn’t love you if she doesn’t call every other day. I love my mum to death but can sometimes go a couple of weeks between chats
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