I just need a rant
Am on my own with 3 dcs (5.8, 2.8, 10 months) as dh is military and posted overseas atm. I am effectively a single parent and am finding it increasingly monotonous, frustrating, dull, furious...you get the idea.
I dread the weekends because I know it'll just be me and the dc's all the time. At least during the week ds1 is at school and dd at nursery in the afternoons. But I'm never, ever just my myself. Always have ds2 with me - although he is the easiest, I suppose.
This morning has been horrible - I get up trying to be cheerful and positive and really make an effort, I make them all pancakes, let them watch cartoons...then when I turn around the house is a complete tip (again) - I'm constantly cleaning, tidying, doing fucking laundry, wiping noses and arses...then telling them to help tidy up and being ignored, having ds2 clinging onto my legs, listening to moaning, crying, tantrums, fighting, screaming....
I feel like running away. The last hour has had me trying to hide in my bedroom, crying my eyes out, but they found me and all stood around me, on top of me, crying too and it was all a big awful mess. Im being a terrible mother and I can't see any way forward.
I'm sick of the rain, I can't take them out to play, and I'm not tacking a soft play on my own with them
I live near my parents and il's but they have their own lives and things to do, I can't ask for any more help than I already do. I honestly wish I could just pack a bag and go to a hotel for a few nights just to be on my own, to sleep, to read, to go to the loo without an audience. I'm fed up. Totally, utterly exhausted and fed up.
Is it too early for wine?
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really have had enough, can't do this for much longer
pickabilly · 07/11/2009 12:20
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